Short answer. Yes. I didn’t want to lose my husband and the family we had created. He and baby boy were my life. I needed them. They needed me.
We agreed to continue to keep trying for a baby and my husband went back to supervising my medication. As we near a year of trying to conceive we are faced with the decision of whether we try medical intervention given our fertility history and age.
This will make for a new emotional journey but one that I hope will be a positive experience.