Chapters

Please read in the order listed below

Step into the unknown

Bringing baby into the world!

What did I have?

Is he mine?

State of confusion

The boy is mine

Alone agony

The Body and Mind remembers

A turn for the worst

Services

The green car

Confession

The report

CMHT came to call

They are out to get me

Revolving door

MHA Assessment Part 1a

MHA Assessment Part 1b

Mother and baby unit

Trapped

Attempted abduction

Ward round

Antipsychotics

A ghost?

Leave

MHA Assessment Part 2

Discharge summary

Non-compliance

Another betrayal and deterioration

MHA Assessment Part 3

Out of area

Mental health advocate

Discharge summary 2

Depot

What is wrong with you?

A pause for reflection

F’ing nightmare

Therapy

Denial

Hanging

Nearly MHA Assessment Part 4

Someone in the house

Let’s have another one

It’s over…?

Breaking point

Yes

Lockdown 2020

Sad

Life and Death

Feelings

Beautiful

Strength and Growth

Miracle

1st Scan

2nd Scan

N&V

Concern and Trust

Slowing Down

Boy? Girl?

GDM and Planned C-section

Exhaustion

Arrival

Postpartum day 1

The Big C and MG

The Survival Note

DVLA